Hi Stu I've sent ya a PM, not sure what to say !
I want to do the best job possible and I do put an insane number of hours into it all, sometimes I wonder why and I've yet to come up with an answer
I used to do a lot of stickers and Tshirts etc, things like that. It got to a point I was getting asked by shops to stock stuff. But I chose to do reviews instead in my limited time and so instead of making money, I'm spending it. hence the need to try and get some advertising or some other way of keeping "it" going.
I do feel like a sell out scum bag,

it's not ideal but I'll try to make it as unobtrusive as possible.